啊….岩岩飲完三枝番黎=.=有d頭痛= =原因如何,一陣再講,總之聖誕節都係一個唔係咁好既日子=.=,話說本人昨晚4點先番屋企啦,咁就打算去訓覺,點知勁耐都訓唔到,啊媽起左身,我都未訓= =,為咩…..諗緊一名係公園既小女孩=.=,搞到我訓下起下訓下起下,直到8點開始,我終於訓到= =

  其實今日本來要番教會領詩,但冇計啦,其實我都估到今日一定番唔到,因為我4點先番屋企,實際係8點先開始訓,咁又點會番到啦,最後緊係冇番啦,仲有七個miss call tim,加一個留言,就係火機既留言=.=,我起身個陣已經12點半,其實我係隱約聽到老豆煮野既聲音,我先起身,如果唔係我仲訓緊,起身食下野咁,仲係冇咩精神=.=死死下咁low,冇耐就俾彭彭叫左出去酒樓食野,又食= =……基本上係個度我都係飲茶,飽死,其實係余傳道搵我先岩ga,電話中得知明心昨晚原來去左賓賓屋企訓,唉=.=……個陣先放下重擔,我幾驚幾朝起身,有人同我講,明心去左邊啊= =??昨晚唔係叫你睇住佢咩??等等既說話,好在=.=咩事都冇,釣下魚,飲下茶咁,咁就坐完一陣

  之後同佢地分別之後,我去邊??我拿拿林跑去聖安多尼堂,唔知有冇人見到=.=,不過我諗都冇,其實原因係想面對番佢地,點知上到去,電腦室鎖左,諗住去圖書館睇睇有冇波,點知鎖埋= =…..頂…..跟住就去第三街公園望下,點知發現空無一人…..難得有一日星期日個度係一條友都冇,激死=.=,係e個時候,佢地可能去左卜公or沙倉,諗諗下都係去沙倉啦,就算個度既機會係低d,不過就多回憶,行完咩都冇,吹左陣海風,行番去海傍,跟住又行去公園行下,日頭同晚上真係兩回事,日頭人多d,光度都唔同,感覺就唔同,行完,就番屋企

  番屋企打番昨日既日記,打到半死= =,沖涼食飯,等等既事情都做完既時候,又俾人叫左出,俾明心叫左去公園坐=.=,其實一開始都冇咩野,應該係話我未走第一次個陣都冇野,當我走左之後,本來係去洗手間ga,去完之後想番去個陣,接到一個電話,e個就係飯飯既電話,同佢講電話,空左唔講野既時間仲多過講野既時間,可能係因為…….有野講唔出口掛,佢既內容大致係咁上下,佢同我講聖誕快樂,同埋仲有一句,每年既聖誕都係唔開心,e一句就打沈左我,咁就收左線,跟住就諗起上年,上年我都冇同佢過聖誕,不過係22號咁上下時間同佢出去,老實講,我今日e隻介指就係個陣送俾佢,佢有一隻我都有一隻,而且手頭上只有一條既頸巾亦都係個日你送俾我,又係一年既時間,其實…..每次見面,都係好多野送,因為勁耐見一次ma,而且我仲多左一份野要送,個份就係一張聖誕卡,一張好普通既聖誕卡,不過係上面我寫哂字,寫到冇位……..我講左好多野,我寫左好多野俾佢,佢曾經都講過,聖誕係唔開心既日子,因為佢每年既聖誕佢都係出唔到去,只可以睇住人地,我係卡上寫住,有一句係下年既聖誕唔會ga la,其實仲有好多野,不過我仲記得有e句,今年就係下年,哈哈…….真好笑……有時都好自責,不過我都會覺得,如果連普通既溝通時間都冇既話,講咩o者??好似唔講野既時間多過講野既時間,因為大家都冇咩傾過,好陌生,每次都有e種感覺,加上後期,你知啦,都ok冷淡,而且佢都多番暗示過,咁我識點做,其實理由係放低左,係諗起上年所講,所對佢講既野,我係講左句大話出黎,齊超啊齊超……你唔好去死,唉……灰到爆,跟住就去左喊左陣,跟住就番去企下,坐下……真係唔想係女仔面前做d咁既事,所有當真係唔開心個陣,我就走開…..唔想俾你地望到我,好歹我都有份自尊心係度,老實講,我放低左又如何??其實一早放低……只不過係諗起好多野,又諗…..諗完又點,麻鬼煩= =……唉……

  幾時都話,我唔要愛情住,要黎灰咩= =,唔好再問我中意邊個啦??中意就大把,男人都會中意ga la,愛就另作別論,唔洗再問啦,唉…….我唔想要啊,接受唔起e d感情,我好耐之前都講過,我係一個唔合格既男朋友,所以千萬唔好搵我,唉…….唔係話忘記唔到佢,諗起個陣我做既野,個陣既希望,就有d唔開心low,再一次證明左,我仲係一個冇自信既人…….

  唔講唔講,有人提起啊比,其實我都好耐冇同佢傾過,自從上次同佢嘈,我已經冇搵過佢,應該係話我冇記低佢電話號碼,icq又唔見佢=.=佢冇msn,所以好耐冇搵佢,唉……一個識左好耐既女仔朋友,唉……識佢咁耐,都係第一次咁耐冇搵佢,唔好再諗=.=e個真係冇野,如果要有我幾年前就有,加上佢有男友= =,唔好亂諗,如果你有睇番我好耐之前既日記既話,我諗你都知= =

  跟住之後佢地走哂,我就本來企轉左係度坐,坐左一陣就去七仔買番枝黎飲,去番公園坐,一路坐一路飲,最近喜歡飲酒??唔怪得有人話,你唔乖啦,之前仲乖乖地ga,心諗…..冇野ga=.=,我會覺得,煙,毒,我一定唔會掂,酒就睇下咩環境=.=平時冇咩野都唔會去飲,飲左一枝,就走,louis同我一齊去飲酒,咁我又去買多枝,去到佢屋企附近就打俾佢wo,一路飲,一路行過去,行到過去,已經整完一枝,見到佢,佢又買左枝俾我,去左佢屋企個個公園玩十五二十,玩下X大D,飲埋個枝,全晚飲左三枝,飲到有d頭痛咁番去= =,所以你知我點解廢事陪多你一陣,都好啦……其實e個結果你應該一早估到啦,分手o者,都講唔好諗愛情ga la,兩條麻甩佬,唔好講女仔…..緊係講下d大事啦,哈哈…..又玩昨日玩過既遊戲,要講真話定係要罰=.=,佢問左一個問題,直到現在愛過幾多個女仔,我答佢,唔夠四個,初戀個次都唔知算唔算好=.=??其實個陣都唔多識野,如果你都計埋,都係四個度o者,我諗= =

  多謝明心……原來你有番公園搵我,多謝你….我仲諗住你地各自飛,唔會理我tim,好在,三個女仔都有一個肯番黎搵下我,雖然個陣我已經行緊去第度,你其實應該一早可以訓,唔知點解你唔訓=.=等我online??我諗唔會咁好掛=.=,唔知啦,總之真係多謝你……起碼你係有心個個,多謝埋彭彭啦,雖然佢冇搵我,但起碼有打兩個電話俾我,冇野ga,飲緊酒,唔想亂講野,多謝埋louis,多謝你肯陪我,今晚本來冇人理ga,其實都唔緊要啦,果然好同學,一講就到樓下搵我,幾時都話,我冇入錯班,香工05-06年既5D係最好ga@@,真係多謝你,起碼你係第一個陪我既人,其實明心都係,佢都係想陪我ga,如果唔係都唔會番黎啦,不過我就走左,總之多謝三位啦

  今日講既係18號……..何家峰,中三開始同佢一班,點講呢,平時上堂又冇咩野wo@@,係最近上中文堂就……唔好咁記仇啦,算啦一人少句啦,話哂佢都係石媽媽,石媽媽都幾好人啊,唔好係度串黎串去,大家唔開心o者,其實佢又係少少串啦,其實佢都幾平隱啦…….有時就你串下我串下咁low,我諗歐陞個d就同你熟好多啦,我只係知你都係同佢地去MC打機o者,都係個句啦,就會考就打少D啦,冇謂第日後悔啦,有時有d野呢…..就放開d@@….希望你會明我講咩,不過你應該都睇唔到

P.S 1:再一次多謝之前提個三個,特別係louis同明心

P.S 2:louis,失戀o者,分手其實一早就估到啦,上次同你飲,你都估到會係咁啦,我諗你既心情已經有準備,唔好諗咁多啦

P.S 3:迪迪到底咩事=.=??你同你個honey啊J咩事= =,好似就分就分咁,最近你地成日嘈wo=.=……

P.S 4:為李英傑老師,雖然佢冇教我地,不過今日冇啦啦kick佢個網睇到佢爸爸有癌症…..希望佢爸爸冇事,話哂係我老師既爸爸